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today has been the worst day! he doesnt care what he means to me...he doesnt even care that i care about him! why does he have to be so negitive..what happend to the kid i knew when i went out with him? what happend to the kid that i could talk to about anything and everything? what happend to you, what did u do with the kid we loved!? ughhh
dont even kno if im going to proctor now..i dont want to lose my friends, i know some people are just saying that but i dont know about some others! im about ready to rip up the application and just throw it all away if thats what it takes...even if i want to reach after my dream...nows the chance but i cant sacrafice my friends :[
who cares anyways!?
i love you plopper, thanks for everything!
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[17 Feb 2005|09:19pm] |
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hmm Valentines day was amazingg <3 hmm steve came over and spent the night with me...hmm =) it was so fun, we looked at pictures tho..that was no fun =[ haha so embaressing haha but it was fun! then yesterday i went over his house =) we went snowmobiling! omg that was so much fun...i thought i was going to fall off tho haha wicked funny!!! today sarah came over for a bit to watch raise your voice! good movie...its kinda sad tho =[ but anyways tomorrow im hanging out with steve <3 hmm cant wait...boy do i love him
evannnnn 66 more days till the cruise! holy shit gonna be a blast! =)
steve <3 ily more than anything! one monthhh!!!
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[11 Feb 2005|04:33pm] |
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well yesterday sucked! everyone else had a snowday but good ol'e rochester! ughh god does rochester blow a big one!! yeah well after school was good, went to hang out with steve at his house :] then came home around 830 and hung out with my mom and my brother..hmm today was boring, again everybody else has either no school or a 2 hour delay and good ol'e rochester had an hour delay...and wakefield had no school, so i didnt get to see steve at all! that sucked :[ but tonight i am going with steve to his brothers game! yay i get to seeee steve <3 hee hee
sarah im sorry...i know i probably should of never said anything, i just hate us fights </3 its not worth losing our friendship over...ughh :'[
always by your side...always you and i <3
steve :D
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[08 Feb 2005|06:32am] |
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hmm been to lazy to update so yeahh....things are going pretty good =] PATS WONNNN!!!! oh boyy...me and steve went over sarahs house to watch the superbowl on her big screen! fun fun fun...hmm yesterady school was alright, didnt do much...i almost feel asleep in french class! whata joy that was...today after school im going back to the middle school to see some old teachers from last year :] yay...then me and and jilly howard are coming back here to chill before practice! ughh i hope i getto hang out with steve this week...probably tomorrow i think but im not sure? anyways im off to school...gooooddieeee, write back in here laterr
steve <3 i love you...please dont ever let me go
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[30 Jan 2005|09:35pm] |
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hmm this weekend was good...saturday had a little scrimmage type thing against our 16 team! fun fun fun...our team won like 4-1 but it was a fun game..after that steve came over till like 930 <3 yay, ughh i heart that boy :] anywayssss today we had 2 games, gay! we played down in mass and totally KILLED this team..they were horrible! haha we didnt even try and had only 2 lines and beat em like 10-0 wow they were pathetic, then we came back to exeter right after our other game and played some gay boys team that were like 16 yr old...ya not fun, we lost like i dont even kno but i scored in like the first 5 minutes of the game soo...hmm then i went to see "hide and seek" with jill, sarah, whitney, jenny, sarah, my mom and sarahs mom...WHOOO scray! omg haha so many laughs kids..that guy is retarded well now im off...school tomorrow, think im hanging out with steve either tuesday or wedness day or maybe both :]
oh how i <3 him...he just makes me smile
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| wow ....retarded but hey! |
[29 Jan 2005|11:59am] |
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Current:
• outfit: pj pants and a hoodie
• hairstyle: down...
• jewelry: livestrong braclet?
• underwear: bluee and yelloww!
• nail color: nonee
Do you:
• cut yourself: HELL NO
• lick yourself: haha wth kinda question is this
• whine a lot: not much
• yell a lot: haha sure
• hate a lot of people: nahhh
• have too many friends: you cant have to many friends
• want to die: sometimes...but not usually
• do drugs: nopeee
• wear dark colors: uhh
• dye your hair: highlights..but it stays the same color
have you ever:
• kissed someone: yeah
• gotten drunk: uhh sort of
• worn rainbow: maybe i dont remember
• talked on the phone for over 3 hours: haha oh ya...funn times
• left the country: yupp 3 times
• had a party with over 30 people: family parties
• taken nude pictures: ehh no
• stolen something: when i was younger
• caught something on fire: haha yes
• wanted to cheat on someone: no...cause im not like that
• asked someone out: yes
• had a dream, then the next day it happens: yea...scaryy
last person:
• you touched: jilly howard1 haha
• you talked to: stevee =)
• you hugged: steve =)
• you kissed: hmmm <3
• you instant messaged: mikkeyy milla
• who broke your heart: ughh...alex
are you:
• understanding: can be
• open-minded: about certain things
• arrogant: maybee
• insecure: not really
• interesting: maybee?
• hungry: right now i am...but not usually
• smart: haha nooo
• moody: can be at times!
• childish: haha suree who isnt
• independent: uhh when i wanna be
• hard working: at certain things
• healthy: for the most part
• emotionally stable: eehh..
• shy: yess :[
• difficult: suree
• attractive: i dono.
• bored easily: i amuseee myself
• thirsty: yea
• obsessed: ughh sometimes
• angry: not really
• sad: sometimes...but he makes me feel oh so much better <3
• happy: most of the time..if not i try to hide it
• trusting: suree
• ill: nopee
• talkative: haha can bee
• ignored: can be
• reliable: if u trust me
• self-discipline: yeahh
• sleepy: most of the time
• lonely: not nowww
info about yourself:
• what is your birth name? Katelyn Beth Paradis
• what is your birthday?: July 9th
• current age?: 14
• how tall are you?: 5'0 -- not to found of it
• shoe size?: uhh like a 5?
• brothers/sisters?: yeah..brother ryan and sister jenny
• job?: nahhh
favorites:
• what is your favorite band?:dont have a favorite
• color?: uhhh bluee
• soda?: coke or pepsi doesnt matter
• music?: any type! :]
• stores in the mall?: ae...abrecrombie...aero...uhh
• ice cream?: mint choc. chip/ cookie dough!
• roller coaster?: uhh the hult at adventure island!.
• candy?: fastbreak!!!!!
• cd?: way to many...
• cookies?: choc. chip
• juice?: apple juice
• holiday?: christmass..
• month?: junee and julyyy
in the last 48 hours:
• cried?: nahh
• missed someone?: yes..stevee
• yelled at someone?: nope
• changed your underwear?: yess..
• drove somewhere?: yupp home from jilly howards houseee
• talked to someone on the phone?: stevee..whitney!
• been online?: yess
• smiled?: yess =)
• had sex?: ughh no
• kissed someone?: yuppp
• hugged someone?: yuppp
• last thing you ate?: umm some cheese?
• talked to an ugly person?: haha wth
have you ever:
• been in love?: uhh i dont know...maybe but :[
• kissed someone of the same sex: on the check?
• been in trouble with the police? nopee
• hit someone?: yaah..fooling around
• broke something?: yep
• betrayed a friend?: i dont think so
• played strip poker?: haha noo
• skipped school?: ughh does hockey count?
• stole something?: yess
• shot a gun?: paintballgun....haha
• broke something important?: yepp
• smoked weed?: nopee!
• smoked a cig? nopee!
• dyed your hair?: highlighted it..
okay, last questions:
• what is sitting next to you?: a commmfy chair..and a dresser
• do you get along with your mother?: most of the timee
• favorite sport?: hockey...by farrr!
• are you gay/lesbian/bi/straight? Straightt!
• been in a plane?: many timess
• killed someone?: haha no
• kicked your cat for the hell of it?: haha wth?
• slept during class?: probably
• cheated on a test?: haha yeahh
• are you bored of taking this survey?: suree
• what time is it now?: 12:13
• are you tired?: yuppp
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whoo! today was a good day...other than finals ohh boy <3 hmm
- a block final ( algebra 1b ) whata joke...no1 in class finished it! maybe cause we only had an hour and a half! ughh it was so short of a time period for algebra...yeah deff didnt pass that
- b block final ( english ) was okay got finished early...then me and jonathan hung out passing notes sense we couldnt talk..wow gonna miss that kid haha good times jonathan -- pound it -- haha wow we are way to cool! :]
then my dad picked me and steve up...but he dropped us off..he didnt even stay which i thought was weird, but i liked it =) so me and steve hung out till his practice, hmmm boy do i love that kid <33 anywayz now im studying, watching movies...boringggg but i must say my day has been fantastic so far!
when i see you smile
i know everythings okay
when i hear you laugh
i know its a brighter day
steve ilu <3 you make my day
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[22 Jan 2005|09:45pm] |
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hmm today did nothing, took a nap! which is pretty unusal then went to hockey practice...yay whata joy that was! scrimmage was nice tho...came home, talked to steve for a bit =) hmm now im just doing nothing, probably wont cause my mom doesnt want to drive in the snow...maybe i wont have to go to hockey tomorrow cause its just a scrimmage, no fun, but maybe steve will come over, who knows....
...sorry for doing anything to hurt you, i didnt want it to be like that :[
steve <3 you are to wonderfulll
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[22 Jan 2005|11:53am] |
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hmm last night was so much fun! steve came over around 430..we chilled out for a while, then my brother came home and wanted to play "shout" haha whata loser but we played that for a bit..haha my brother killed us! whooo then jenn decided that she wanted to play triva persuit some dvd style thing..yay fun haha once again my brother beat us, hah then we quit and went upstairs and watched the bu maine game! fun fun fun =) ten steve left at like 930ish? somewhere around there...=( oh man i didnt want him to go home...but yeah today i gotta hockey game..dont kno what im doing after, my mom doesnt want me to doing much cause of the snow that we are sposed to get! ughhh...anyways maybe my game wil get cancelled tomorrow and me and steve can hang out..who knows :P anyways the lovely sue is here so i mine as well go spend some time with herrr!
write back in here laterr
steve <3 you are just to wonderful!
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[20 Jan 2005|07:47pm] |
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well today lets see...
- A block, was ughh boring...when isnt algebra boring? allwe do is sit there and work on review sheets that are like 7 pages long =0 not fun at all!
- then B block was alright...me and jonathan singing spice girls, whooo to funny! haha but again did nothing besides review for finals!
- C block ( gym) YAY funn class! of course gym is always fun, i get to see the lovely evaannnn haha... whoo played some ultimite frizzzbeee, always fun! our team kicked major ass! =) ( me steve molly cam and tyler) < -- good team right there other than that we didnt do anything else...climbing tomorrow, last day...how depressing =(
- D block we did a lab thing...typer decided to pour some acid on my hand haha oh well...we watched the president thing on tv...BORINGG thats all i gotta say about that! hmm yah
then katie brought me homee! i got tos it up front today haha always good...sense i have to sit in the back all the way over to the door that wont open haha wow katie gotta <3 the car =P i love you!!!
other than that my day was pretty boring like any other day...tomorrow should be the same, i was gonna see if steve wanted to hang out but his brother is coming over his house so im just gonna forget about it or something i dont know ='( yay fun huh?
leave comentssss
steve <33
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[18 Jan 2005|03:21pm] |
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hmm so yesterday i did nothing...i was gonna go to steves hockey game but i couldnt get a ride, but he got hurt :[ hmm today school was alright...did nothingg, now im hanging out with jilly howard till hockey practice YAY :] haha hmm tomorrow i got practice...jilly will be here again! haha oh yippppppie! jp =) hmm maybe friday ill hang out with steve!? i dont know... but yeah jill is a boob so ill write back in here laterr
loserkids148: put me innnnnnn
haha evan here ya go babe! haha =) jk i love yaaa
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| do it if you loveee me <3 |
[16 Jan 2005|10:06pm] |
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>Your name:
>Where/how did we meet:
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>How long have you known me:
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hmm today had a game down in boston! whoo should of got killlleeed in that game but our goalie ( jillio ) play on her head! wahoo thank god..but yea had a goal, kinda shitty but hey it'll do! yeah went to the spartan games today! fun fun fun...saw steve but didnt get to hang out with him cause he was in the press box :[ depressing then i watched jamies game..they won, both teams won! yay now im doing some homework and wacthing the tube...write back in here later
<3 i love the way you make me fell
but why do i have to be so shy :[
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oh yeah...JILL HOWARD IS MY BEST FRIEND haha there ya go jilly :] <33
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hmm today was good...school was alright, gym was fun...its always fun! cause ess ehhhL is in it :] after school meand jilly howard went up to her grandfathers house cause hes got this sick hill to go sledding on....first ride down the mountian i hit a god damn treee!!!!! ouchhhhhhh i have like a bruise and my side is twice the size..ughhhh i hope my girdle tomorrow wont hurt it in hockey :[ but anyways i got not much more to say...write back laterr
<3 im so intooo you <3
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| just a little somethingggg |
[06 Jan 2005|12:58pm] |
Name: katie
Nicknames: uhh every1 calls me hobbit
Birthday: july 9
Name three bad qualities you have:
1) being shy
2) getting frustrated over little things
3) not always giving my best
Name three scents you love:
1) love spell
2) vanilla
3) ferice cologne
Name four things you like:
1) hockeyy
2) hanging out with friends
3) being loveed
4) musiccc and pjs :]
Name four television shows you like:
1) o.c
2) friends
3) joeyyy
4) my wife and kidss <3
Name four drinks you like to drink:
1) millkkk
2) orangee soda
3) anny kinda soda
4) waterr
Have you ever...
1. Fallen for one of your Friends: yes
2. Been in love: i could say ive gotton close :[
3. Used someone: never
4. Ever been used by someone: yes
5. Done something you regret: yeah...im sure every1 has
The last person :
1. you touched: ...?
2. You talked to: my mom
3. You hugged: no1 :[
4. You instant messaged: sarahhh
5. You yelled at: my sister
6. Who broke your heart: alex i guess...
DO YOU:
1. Color your hair: highlights count?
2. Have tattoos: nope
3. Have Piercing(s): my ears
4. Have a girlfriend/boyfriend: nahh.
5. Like to groove to the music: oh all the time ;]
7. Think you are cultured: ....somewhat
8. Like to drive fast: I don't drive
9. Believe in God or Devil: god
10. Who do you talk to on the phone with mostly: ..ughh probably whitney
14. Chicken or fish: chicken
15. Favorite Season: springg!
16. Think ice cream is the best thing in the world: nahh
17. What would your dream date be: walk on the beach and watch the sunset!
18. Single flower or a dozen: either will do
19. Silver, Gold or Platinum: silver
20. Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home: home
21. Roses-red or white: red
22. Silly or serious romantic: both
23. Marvin Gaye or Barry White: neither
24. Do you consider yourself a romantic: uhh not really
25. Watched a sunrise/sunset: yes bothh
26. What is in your CD player right now: dispatch, all points bulliten
27. Who is your favorite Spice Girl: sporttayyy
28. Favourite Disney Character(s): uhh dont know
29. Favourite fast food: wendys
31. Favourite Sports Teams: lightning, redsox
32. Favourite song: couldnt tell ya
33. What room is your computer in: a room
36. What will you want to be when you grow up: not sure..but im sports med
37. Who do you consider your best friend: sarah and whitney
38. Who will respond the quickest: no idea
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mhm today is a snowww day...kinda depressed <3 but oh well its good to have a day off hmmm yesterday was a good day for the most part! thanks to evan for opening his mouth in the locker room...haha jp buddy! thanks though yeah school was pretty good...didnt do much, gym was fun! gosh me and molly going on the bar thingy together!!! haha wow never again...she is such a baby :-P jk....well i got nothing else to say write back in here laterr on
<3 yeah finally, looks like its getting good :]
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well school today was boring...atleast i got to see everybody again! i am so sick it sucks! uhhh i hate this...gym was fun, we are climbing and me and kayla had to do this wire to wire thing...WHOOOO was that scaryy, i was up there scared shit less haha but we made it across YAY haha wow funny stuff! haha molly u are never doing that thing again...haha wow funniest person to watch climb right there..wow :-P well i got lots of homework...write back in here laterrr
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hmm todays new years eve...i really wanted to hang out with alex but i doubt that will happen, he probably has other plans :( uhh
here are some good and bad things about the year!!!
- hockey season...losing the finals in regionals
- selects
- UVM camp...
- awesome summer
- alex asking me out :] -- best day of my life
- hanging out with alex and sarah and tim
- alex dumping me :'[ -- must say probably the worst day!!
- conn. tourny!
- coming in second place out of 20..way to go girls!
- getting asked to go to st.pauls :]
- agnes hurting her neck :[ scarry
- my dad being a dick! yeah hes a psyco
- going to NYC with sarah and becca!
yeah just somee...hmm
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here </3
why do i have to miss u more than ever...why cant i get over you like you got over me
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[30 Dec 2004|03:59pm] |
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havnt updated in a whilee! things have been rough..i dont even know how i can do it!!!
So many funny times in the hotel tho! haha danny braking the light..jesus child, gotta slam the door hard enough ehh? haha.. didnt expect to go that far! awesome job guys...jill..my equal friend, super sarah, kangaroo kate haha kangaroooooooo meat! wow we are retarded...florida girls? haha what bitches huh..haha jk they were nice...Sarah and Becca good times in nyc...time square, gay guys kissing haha wow...starbucks!
agnes u need to get better, we need you!!! <333
awesome times gurls! cant wait for regionals...this might be the year!
why cant you just see how i feel about you </3
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